I have decided that I no longer feel like a bird in a jail...I have decided to leave Toronto for a while....May be McGill is good for me...May be Calgery...or Sarnia....I thought there might be some thing here in Toronto that would keep me here..but I see except the love of my parents and my brothers, I feel lonelier than ever...I have tons of friends but I need to just move away...I need to find myself...I know its going to be hard...I know there are lots of unknowns involved...I know now that I might lose somthings but I am sure now that I will gain other valuable things in life..but I just feel that this is the right time now...I feel I am ready to take my next step...screw Toronto...I know why Vahid left here now..I know why he hates it here so much...now this hatered can be something in common for me and this friend....never mind love and emotions...